I am trying/hanging on to faith that things always have a reason and when I think of that, I know bad things happen and it messes with me and being able to move forward without severe anxiety.
Yesterday was a day filled with pain. I spent the day playing a computer game (water bugs) and Sudoku (paper version).
Today I slept most of the day or tried to because I had a migraine. Around 4ish I finally got up and took a migraine pill. I don't know what caused it. But I always get skittish when I get one and try to not do anything to cause it to come back.
4 days till Leaving here. I am trying to make myself make the most of it for my friend and I but..I..can't..seem..to..let..go. Here's hoping that tomorrow is a day of going to the beach. My friend deserves that at least. She asked me today if I was sleeping so much to avoid her. That hurt. I swear, every one takes my damn Autism as a direct assault on THEM.
Be back in a bit maybe. I always get sick to my stomach when writing about hurtful/stressful stuff. xoxo, Kandi Ann
posted by Kandi Ann @ 5:46 PM
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